1. |
Aspect St
02:23
|
|||
|
What did I expect I always knew it’d end like this trying to find a way to fill this void of emptiness,
Days count down and I still live in the past rejected by myself and I have no clue why,
Feel this threshold trying to strangle me feel my pride sink away with my guilt,
I’ll walk through these city streets hate everything inside of me,
This is the portrait of me I never wanted you to see a perfect picture of man-made misery,
These are all the things I cannot hide buried deep inside of my mind,
These are all the things I cannot hide buried deep inside of my mind,
Go draw the curtains over your eyes and hide yourself from my pointless lies,
Keep telling yourself it all workout but it’s far too cold in this house I’ve been with and without,
But here I am clouded by my stupid sense of self doubt,
Story of my life,
I’m a fucking useless cunt,
Who can’t do something right,
Watch as my cowardly heart,
Tears us apart,
|
||||
2. |
Awake
03:39
|
|||
|
Feeling lost once again,
Every second I’m awake all I ever feel is disappointment towards myself
I’ve tried and tried to rectify the mistakes that I’ve made,
This city keeps getting colder and my bones are growing weaker,
Every day I wake up just hoping,
Hoping that the past few months have been a dream,
And every night I lie awake hoping that tonight will be my last,
When every dream I’ve ever dreamt reminds me of all the love that I spent,
Another disappointment to face my mind has grown into nothing but an empty space,
I tried and tried to be a good man but this life isn’t made for who I am,
Walking alone cold streets at night wishing that I could do something right,
|
||||
3. |
Hopeless
03:50
|
|||
|
I can’t fucking shake it,
The constant cold that creeps through my bones,
This sinking feeling that I call my home,
That sinking feeling that eats at me when I’m all alone,
So watch the way I burn away my fear,
Breathe in and all the nightmares disappear,
I don’t want to feel this way anymore,
Sick of feeling like a hopeless man,
But after all I’m fucking hopeless man,
But you know most of all I’m just sick and tired,
Of always being sick and tired,
I am truly more alone than I've ever been before,
I’ve fought for too long,
I’ve given into the bleeding eyes,
But how much weight can it possibly take,
To break the knees of a broken man,
And how much hate can it possibly take,
To shoot a little boy down right where he stands,
I’m sick tired of everything that I remember and scared of everything I want to forget,
But no matter what I can’t get rid of this sinking feeling of regret,
So I’ll take the blame for everything that’s fucked up,
And I’ll take the blame when things finally fuck up,
Cause I know that I don’t deserve,
All the love that you’ve reserved,
Watch me lose my way,
Just like I've done every day,
Watch me lose my way,
And grow to love my pain,
So I’ll live with myself,
And hate every card I’m dealt,
So I’ll live with myself,
And let the weight of the world,
Rest on my shoulders,
And slowly break my back,
So I’ll live with myself,
If it’ll kill the pain inside your head,
|
||||
4. |
Leith Crescent
04:14
|
|||
|
There’s no point in trying to pretend that you don't haunt every aspect of my life from every sleepless night to the look I get staring at a hopeless sky,
Or a street with no streetlights and not a single voice left to guide me home,
So let’s get fucked up every night and lie awake until we see the morning light,
Leith Crescent I swear I’ve forgotten every word that you ever said,
The memories are fucking dead,
I don’t have to worry about haunting dreams,
Cause that’s no longer a part of me I was the one who ceased the system,
I overlooked your wisdom but you’re the one called it a day,
And didn’t care about what I had to say,
And there was one night when I went to drive past your house,
Turned the radio off and let the moon burn out,
But you didn’t live there anymore,
Just the haunting memory of a blood red door,
I could’ve stayed awake, watch you constantly take and take,
So blind your eyes and swallow your pride because I won’t be haunted by your blue eyes,
I never fucking needed you by my side all I ever needed was to feel something real inside,
|
||||
5. |
Time Flies
03:28
|
|||
|
Every sleepless night I spent alone listening to a voice I could never call my own,
The loneliest land my eyes ever seen is the one without you beside me,
And every day I seem to spend on this earth is another day that someone’s hurt,
In my dreams I’m swimming through the seas but when I’m awake I’m drowning in misery,
I thought I could give it all up, but then again I never think too much,
Nothing but a hopeless case without a hope to face,
I wandered through the city streets tonight, drowned my fear under the lonely streetlights
Chasing myself down the road, remember all the stories you told,
“And if a double-decker bus crashes into us to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die,
And if a ten ton truck kills the both of us to die by your side well the pleasure and the privilege
is mine,” - Morrissey
The ones who keep standing up with broken necks are solemn reminders of what could be next,
I can’t bare to hear another endless silence I hide my eyes and scream with defiance,
I’ve wasted my time, trying to find somewhere to hide deep inside of my mind,
Can’t stop trying to swim against the tide I can’t forget everything I left behind,
If I could fall asleep every night completely constant by your side,
But there’s too much fear to hide I swear I fucking tried,
|
||||
If you like King Hit The Queen, you may also like:
featured on Bandcamp Radio Aug 18, 2023
go to album
On this raging triad of smart, pit-starting confessionals, the Canadian metalcore band ponder just as hard as they pummel.
go to album
Chaotic metalcore invoking early 2000s bands like Converge and Curl Up and Die.
go to album
The Brooklyn miscreants dish out six helpings of raw, sinister punk that combine raw energy with metalcore power moves.
go to album
A proper pummeling from the LA hardcore band, which features members of Yamachara, Forced Order, God’s Hate, Disgrace, and more.
go to album
We'll Hide Away: Complete Recordings 1993-1995
by Grain
In the early ’90s, the Ohio band were champions of boundary-crossing Midwestern hardcore.
go to album
Derramar | Querer | Borrar
by MASSA NERA
Massa Nera makes '00s-style screamo that strikes a balance between delicate intricacy and heavy passion.
go to album
